Day 110 You Did Deserve This

April 25, 2015
Day 110

You deserved to be cuddled.
You deserved to be smacked upside down silly with kisses wet and gushy.
You deserved to be told over and over again how wonderful you are.
You deserved to be lovingly nuzzled in your adorable neck and told, I Love You!
You deserved that.
Your Creator wanted all of that for you.

You deserved to have your parents listen to you.
You deserved to have your parents understand you.
You deserved to have people pay attention to you.
You deserved it, for you are the only one here on the planet who is like you.
You deserved to be nurtured and thoroughly.

You deserved to be comforted when scared.
You deserved to be listened to when you awoke in the middle of the night.
You deserved all of this because your Creator wants all of this for you.
You deserved to watch a mommy and a daddy love each other.
You deserved to experience family love.
You deserved this for you are meant to be in a family.

You deserved to have your unique bent seen and appreciated.
You deserved your questions to be pondered and an attempt to be made to answer them.
You deserved to be seen for your individuality.
You deserved to be guided to fulfill your destiny.
You deserved this because your Creator provided
you with amazing things for you to do before He
created the earth.

You deserve so much. You are a wonderful creation created by the most wonderful Creator. Much of your experience is not what He intended.

I can not tell you how sorry I am that you did not receive this. The pain in your eyes makes my heart weep.

Jesus is more than sorry that you did not receive what you deserved. And about this, He did something for you. His body was broken, He offered to be murdered for you. His blood was spilled for you.  He bought you peace and wholeness and completeness with the cost of His life. The very day He offered Himself to pay for all that was wronged against you, He consequently took care of all the wrong that you did. He did not deserve to die but for you He would do anything. He wanted you to be made new. He wants you to have the freedom to relate to Him and others with a new and loving way, the way in which He intended for you to relate and exist.

Do you see His hand? He wants you to follow Him. He wants you to trust Him.
There is no quick fix, there is no multi-level step program. He offers you a relationship that is healthy and whole and rich and free. He offers you LOVE!

You can now walk in peace.
You can now live in peace,
and you can now offer forgiving love.
Are you unsure of what to do, where to go, how to be?
Good. This is good.
All He asks you to do is listen to Him, watch for Him and follow Him.
It is a relationship He has provided for you. A relationship that operates out of a deep place of love, deeper than you will ever be able to understand!

You are so loved, dear friend!
Love on and love hard!